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"Good morning, Jupiter."
Your eyes were glazed over, like an amber painted clay mug recently fired. I watched as you teetered forward with your sack filled with sugar and poured a heaping serving into the stark black coffee. You turned around and smiled with teeth slightly yellowed from the coffee you adored so much. I never minded the smell of a fresh brew that lingered within each follicle of your hair. Lowering yourself to me (you are so much larger) you succumbed my frail body within your arms, whispering good morning in my ear. Sentimentality never meant much to me until I met you.
The koala was a bastard.
I was four, and nearly always sickly. As much as you may not want to know, I always had some sort of tract infection, and my T-cells were just not strong enough to keep my body healthy. One particular night, after being tucked into bed, my fever rapidly spiked and I was visited by wafting hallucinations. On and off disasters that still plague my memory sixteen years post. The koala on my pink, four-post canopy bed (I was a tomboy, and despised the look of that fairy-dust bed) that trotted up and down like a deranged Whack-a-Mole, was a fraud. It stole your money.
Orion, protector.
When I was nine years old, my parents began arguing. I spent nearly every night waiting outside our rented winter home; a small two floor lake house on Cranberry Meadow. I'd sit there until Orion came out, sniffing the air for any faint whiff of snow (I've always been capable of smelling snow before it came) while listening to the rip-roar hurricane of hatred that eventually tore my family apart. Years later I told my best friend about my childhood; that was the first time someone wrote a song about me. It was the last time I spoke about those nights until now.
Salamanders in my bedroom.
I did not keep salamanders as caged pets. As far as I was concerned, they had every right to roam my bedroom as I did. So instead, I allowed them to sneak in and out through the storm gate and make their way to my room during the summer. It was nearly always cold in my room, even in the muggy heat that New England summers bring. I was four years old and caught beetles (I always loved feeling their legs wriggling furiously under my fingertips, and the faceted roughness of their exoskeleton) to shove in my mother's face. When she screamed in fear, I'd laugh with glee and malice, relishing in every high-pitched note her throat could possibly emit. I think my father enjoyed it nearly as much as myself.
I'm not sure how else I'm supposed to tell you who I am, or why I came to be. I'm not even sure I could tell you those things, mainly because I haven't the faintest idea as to the answers. I'm a product of teenage insecurity and blatant misuse of proper contraceptives. My father was a chronic smoker, as was my mother. My father a football jock, and my mother his cheerleader counterpart. I've become everything they despised as the omniscient teens they thought they were. I'm an embarrassment to my mother, and an inspiration and gate keeper to my father.
I'm nothing, and everything all at once.
I am the keeper of peace.
I am everything I wish I was not.
I hate.
I love.
So long,
Alexis Caitlin
Your eyes were glazed over, like an amber painted clay mug recently fired. I watched as you teetered forward with your sack filled with sugar and poured a heaping serving into the stark black coffee. You turned around and smiled with teeth slightly yellowed from the coffee you adored so much. I never minded the smell of a fresh brew that lingered within each follicle of your hair. Lowering yourself to me (you are so much larger) you succumbed my frail body within your arms, whispering good morning in my ear. Sentimentality never meant much to me until I met you.
The koala was a bastard.
I was four, and nearly always sickly. As much as you may not want to know, I always had some sort of tract infection, and my T-cells were just not strong enough to keep my body healthy. One particular night, after being tucked into bed, my fever rapidly spiked and I was visited by wafting hallucinations. On and off disasters that still plague my memory sixteen years post. The koala on my pink, four-post canopy bed (I was a tomboy, and despised the look of that fairy-dust bed) that trotted up and down like a deranged Whack-a-Mole, was a fraud. It stole your money.
Orion, protector.
When I was nine years old, my parents began arguing. I spent nearly every night waiting outside our rented winter home; a small two floor lake house on Cranberry Meadow. I'd sit there until Orion came out, sniffing the air for any faint whiff of snow (I've always been capable of smelling snow before it came) while listening to the rip-roar hurricane of hatred that eventually tore my family apart. Years later I told my best friend about my childhood; that was the first time someone wrote a song about me. It was the last time I spoke about those nights until now.
Salamanders in my bedroom.
I did not keep salamanders as caged pets. As far as I was concerned, they had every right to roam my bedroom as I did. So instead, I allowed them to sneak in and out through the storm gate and make their way to my room during the summer. It was nearly always cold in my room, even in the muggy heat that New England summers bring. I was four years old and caught beetles (I always loved feeling their legs wriggling furiously under my fingertips, and the faceted roughness of their exoskeleton) to shove in my mother's face. When she screamed in fear, I'd laugh with glee and malice, relishing in every high-pitched note her throat could possibly emit. I think my father enjoyed it nearly as much as myself.
I'm not sure how else I'm supposed to tell you who I am, or why I came to be. I'm not even sure I could tell you those things, mainly because I haven't the faintest idea as to the answers. I'm a product of teenage insecurity and blatant misuse of proper contraceptives. My father was a chronic smoker, as was my mother. My father a football jock, and my mother his cheerleader counterpart. I've become everything they despised as the omniscient teens they thought they were. I'm an embarrassment to my mother, and an inspiration and gate keeper to my father.
I'm nothing, and everything all at once.
I am the keeper of peace.
I am everything I wish I was not.
I hate.
I love.
So long,
Alexis Caitlin
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Dear Reader
on the roof
simpering with
the pigeons
i throw
sheen after sheen
from buckets of paint;
you do all
the work
getting
in the
way.
awnings
spattered
like lips
with the color
of kisses
shiver
and move.
and listen
to this:
the birds
open their mouths
in the rain
spread one wing
then another
and lean out
and over--
the river
opens
onto salt
as the moon
blooms
like a coin
in a fist;
lovers
part lips
while
friends
part ways.
the bartender
peels a lime;
the doorman
pulls at the door
while the waitress
clears the table.
i open
a window,
you open
your eyes:
work
is making space.
here and
i have
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Don't Talk To Me
"I'm sorry," I said, and meant it.
She nodded, her expression unfathomable. "Me too."
There was a long pause.
"Just two days ago," I said quietly, avoiding her eyes, "we couldn't even be in the same room without going for each other's throats."
She turned away. "Yeah," she admitted. "But look at us now."
I continued, "And just two months ago we were the best of friends. But look at us now." This time I looked directly at her, smiling mirthlessly.
"But look at us now," she
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Choose Your Name
“John Brant,” I whispered, and a dashing British gentleman appeared in my mind, arrogant and suave as the slim-fitting Italian suit he wore. He sounded classy, not overly pompous. But there was just something about him. He could be the cool confident charmer I was looking for. But he could just as well be a stiff stocky soldier with his pride shoved far up his ass.
“John Chase,” The name rolled smoothly off my tongue. Another man took form, both the same and different from the first. He was just as charming, perhaps a little lower in class with a bolder tongue. And was that a little mischief I saw in his eyes? Undoubt
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Well, seeing as my internet was shut two days before this was due and I JUST got it turned back on... Here it is! My entry for the first Mentorship Project on #theWrittenRevolution. I'm sorry, ~Kassi-Kamira and ~Enilsa, I really am. I promise I won't be late with the next!
Did all five senses come through?
What can I do to improve this piece?
I know the first portion is written much differently than the rest; does it work?
Any other comments/criticisms?
Did all five senses come through?
What can I do to improve this piece?
I know the first portion is written much differently than the rest; does it work?
Any other comments/criticisms?
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I enjoyed reading the tidbits from your childhood, narrated as they were in such an original and surreal fashion. Personally, I think that the first portion provides context for this narration, a sort of a backdrop for all of the images that follow. However, I felt that the part in italics was unnecessary--your words speak for themselves, and I don't think you need to point out what has already been implied so subtly throughout the narratives--and adds an unwanted cliche and trite feel to an otherwise excellent piece of writing.